I know. I wish I wasn't here either. Well mister was a narcissist. The very definition of one. Everybody said it. Which is kind of sad because narcissists are generally like that because they've been really hurt in the past and it's become a protective mechanism to not getting hurt again.
So he can't stand any sadness in his life. He told me this. He can't handle it.
Any who so I had two days where I was unwell and really down which all started because my pa went into full time care and also because he said people who committ suicide are cowards. So that set off two days of sadness. He couldn't handle it. He said he doesn't understand and doesn't want to understand. He said I obviously need someone who I can talk to and so dumped me. I didn't handle that we'll at all because it cut to the core of my personality. I was dumped for being mentally unwell. I felt like I couldn't breathe. I'm better now. Hopefully ill go tomorrow now I feel safe. Your message about being better than that was the key. I lost all faith in myself and thought I was just scum and unloveable but you reminded me I have a strong side.
Thank you so much for that. You are my angel.
I've been seeing the FB updates. You two will be guns!!! Are you still going in the competition?
Xxxxxx all my love
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