A little bit about the authors
- Wandering East Travelling West
- Separated by ten thousand miles for 730 days.. Two wandering souls take on the adventure of life. This is our blog from East to West to stay in touch and share our experiences. You may join us on our journey.
Thursday, 18 April 2013
Shit lost real good and proper!!
Well once I got off the phone with you babe, my nurse wanted to know what plans were. Then she tried to convince me to go to aus. I got a bit upset because I was confused. Then I (finally!!) got to go on leave to get my gear so finally I don't smell like a dirty sock! I felt good while I was out. It reinforced that I can do this. As soon as I got back however they wanted to search my bags and take away my laptop, chargers, perfume etc etc and I lost my shit. Like seriously just lost it. It's like being in prison. I did however manage to look up some things on my phone so tomorrow ill tell them I'm leaving, catch a train to Bournemouth and stay in a hotel till I can find something more longterm. :) :)
Wednesday, 17 April 2013
Narcissist
I know. I wish I wasn't here either. Well mister was a narcissist. The very definition of one. Everybody said it. Which is kind of sad because narcissists are generally like that because they've been really hurt in the past and it's become a protective mechanism to not getting hurt again.
So he can't stand any sadness in his life. He told me this. He can't handle it.
Any who so I had two days where I was unwell and really down which all started because my pa went into full time care and also because he said people who committ suicide are cowards. So that set off two days of sadness. He couldn't handle it. He said he doesn't understand and doesn't want to understand. He said I obviously need someone who I can talk to and so dumped me. I didn't handle that we'll at all because it cut to the core of my personality. I was dumped for being mentally unwell. I felt like I couldn't breathe. I'm better now. Hopefully ill go tomorrow now I feel safe. Your message about being better than that was the key. I lost all faith in myself and thought I was just scum and unloveable but you reminded me I have a strong side.
Thank you so much for that. You are my angel.
I've been seeing the FB updates. You two will be guns!!! Are you still going in the competition?
Xxxxxx all my love
So he can't stand any sadness in his life. He told me this. He can't handle it.
Any who so I had two days where I was unwell and really down which all started because my pa went into full time care and also because he said people who committ suicide are cowards. So that set off two days of sadness. He couldn't handle it. He said he doesn't understand and doesn't want to understand. He said I obviously need someone who I can talk to and so dumped me. I didn't handle that we'll at all because it cut to the core of my personality. I was dumped for being mentally unwell. I felt like I couldn't breathe. I'm better now. Hopefully ill go tomorrow now I feel safe. Your message about being better than that was the key. I lost all faith in myself and thought I was just scum and unloveable but you reminded me I have a strong side.
Thank you so much for that. You are my angel.
I've been seeing the FB updates. You two will be guns!!! Are you still going in the competition?
Xxxxxx all my love
I love you
Aw :(
I wish you weren't there again.
What happened babe?
Tomorrow night lets chat.
In the East - I am stuck back into training with the girls. Loving it! Feeling tired (today is day 10 without a rest)
Work is going alright. Numbers are low which adds a little bit of stress but its ok.
Other than that I don't have a lot going on!!
Miss you!
Don't forget how much I love you.
Feel free to spill or let me know your thoughts for what's going on. Would love to listen.
I wish you weren't there again.
What happened babe?
Tomorrow night lets chat.
In the East - I am stuck back into training with the girls. Loving it! Feeling tired (today is day 10 without a rest)
Work is going alright. Numbers are low which adds a little bit of stress but its ok.
Other than that I don't have a lot going on!!
Miss you!
Don't forget how much I love you.
Feel free to spill or let me know your thoughts for what's going on. Would love to listen.
Tuesday, 16 April 2013
The sun will come out tomorrow...
Lets just say I would love to but I'm currently institutionalised again with one arsehole of a doctor. Definite Skype sesh then. We just started daylight savings :) it got to 18 degrees the other day :) omg!!! I know!!!
I miss you. Thank you so much for your kind words. You don't know how much that means to me. Sometimes it just takes a best friends touch to make everything seem possible again. Thank you!!!
Ill do that adventure as soon as I'm free from this place!!
Tell me stories of the east ....
All my love and massive hug and chocolate and movie night and coffee breakfast date xxxxxxx west xo
I miss you. Thank you so much for your kind words. You don't know how much that means to me. Sometimes it just takes a best friends touch to make everything seem possible again. Thank you!!!
Ill do that adventure as soon as I'm free from this place!!
Tell me stories of the east ....
All my love and massive hug and chocolate and movie night and coffee breakfast date xxxxxxx west xo
Coffee time
He sounded like a douche from the start...
You're heaps better than that West.
Don't let him ruin your adventure. It's once in a lifetime. You will never get today again so live it up.
If you don't feel like doing it for you- live today for me :)
Where are you? Can you please have
An amazing coffee and breakfast for me. Then a lovely walk somewhere
Then do something active or yoga if you can followed by something adventurous you know I'd love.
Please please please :)
Smile beautiful -
Shall we Skype my Thursday night Friday morning at this time? We're on daylight savings now so why does that make the time difference?
I can't wait to hear about your day!
Xx
You're heaps better than that West.
Don't let him ruin your adventure. It's once in a lifetime. You will never get today again so live it up.
If you don't feel like doing it for you- live today for me :)
Where are you? Can you please have
An amazing coffee and breakfast for me. Then a lovely walk somewhere
Then do something active or yoga if you can followed by something adventurous you know I'd love.
Please please please :)
Smile beautiful -
Shall we Skype my Thursday night Friday morning at this time? We're on daylight savings now so why does that make the time difference?
I can't wait to hear about your day!
Xx
Arsehole
Hey babe,
Well lets just say he took my heart, made me feel a million bucks, wanted to introduce me to his family, then because I had two days where I was sad (unwell), he decided he didn't want to know about it or deal with it and dumped me. Now I'm a mess. Getting help thou. Need to explain more over Skype. F&$ing stupid men cxxx
Well lets just say he took my heart, made me feel a million bucks, wanted to introduce me to his family, then because I had two days where I was sad (unwell), he decided he didn't want to know about it or deal with it and dumped me. Now I'm a mess. Getting help thou. Need to explain more over Skype. F&$ing stupid men cxxx
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